I am watching the sun go down in Arizona on my way from Tucson to Arrivaca, Helsa reminds me it is my last sunset of my trip. WOW, the flood of emotions that are pumping through my body right now are intense. Nostalgic as I realize that I have become a better person. Sad that this trip is ending, I fight back the tears as a natural response I developed from my brother’s childhood strategy to toughen me up. All while amazing moments from south america run through my mind. Summiting Volacano Villarrica, Iguazu Falls, Rio with 3 of my best friends, The amazing sunsets in Bariloche, sunset swims in San Carlos with my father, epic POW days in Cerro Bayo, Nevados De Chillan (awwww Las Trancas), earthquakes in Chile, reconnecting with my closest and oldest childhood friend (I miss you JD), Mendoza spa day with Jilian, and to top it off spending the last 2 weeks in Mexico with Dad in perfect summer weather. All of these moments and the realizations from the trip flash into my head scrolling by like a cartoon rolodex.
As the clouds in Arrivaca turn from white to tope to red, then maroon and blood orange they cast color shadows on those jagged peaks synonymous with southwest lore and imagery. My heart continues to race as I think about the ink on my calf soon to be my first tattoo. I am so excited for the future with Seattle then NYC lurking in the near future. The winding Arrivaca road gives me many views of the strifed color in the clouds from one of nature’s greatest and most regular gifts of sunset. I learned to appreciate them on my trip and I find them to be my comforting friend in a foreign place. Sunsets make me feel at home.
I am no longer able to avoid the truth that tomorrow, 24 hours from right now I will land at Sea-Tac, returning to my tearful and frightened departure with my Mom, Brother and Jilian. I feel a nervous anticipation for my return along with sadness to end this ride and anxious to put myself to the test of the career world.
As we continue to drive the clouds turn the brightest sunset orange I have ever seen. Peering through the passing mesquite trees I feel like the luckiest man alive which I can easily argue that point with anyone who like to challenge me. Except for maybe my buddy Chris I met in Bariloche who survived a 7 story fall into a sewing factory and instead of landing on the multitude of sewing machines he fell onto the only table piled with linens and literally walked away.
The clouds are blood red again as the sunset begins to wind down. The mountains are now silhouettes without definition. Of the moments I am going to remember the most from this trip I think the sunsets will stand out; every unique place and experience still holding a special place in my heart with the sunsets tying each of them together in my mind. As my dad reminds me that I am riding the big bird back to Seattle tomorrow to share my stories with friends and people I love the most. My emotions come to a head and nothing can hold them back now.
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Matt/Todd